Three weeks ago(051412), the love of my life decided to leave me for good. He's chosen another. Before we fell for each other I begged him not to hurt me for I don't trust easily and I love too much. He promised me he'd never leave. He said we're going to get married one day and that I am his everything and that we will never be part for we are soulmates and we're meant to be together and that we're the love of each other's lives... He promised so many things, he started calling me his Mrs. and we planned our future together, our kids and our family.. He gave his best to make me feel just how much he loves me and cared for me. I fell for him harder, everyday. I trusted him so much, I believed in all the plans and promises we've made, its all I think about, all I look forward to, I've inhaled it so much I can almost taste it.
Then in one night he's decided his life would be better off without me... He then said goodbye and stayed with another girl... He became really cold and acted as if we're strangers. He said I should just move on with my life and just get over him.
My heart was broken into million pieces or more, I am betrayed by the person I trusted the most. The man I loved with every beating of my heart... The only person I loved with every ounce of me...
I wish someone could stop this constant pain in my heart... but I know pain like this and things like that doesn't really go away and will stay with me for all my life, I can try to deny it or numb it some times, but I know I'm gonna have to live with this so much pain in my heart for as long as I live... So for now, I will just try to stay positive and post inspiring things in here... who knows I might help save a broken heart even if it isn't mine...